/rttp/ i relapsed yesterday =([views:16520][posts:100]__________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:20pm - Eli_hhcb ""] My friend! Get away from it. Imagine how hard it was to kick before, why let it get so hard again. You know how much harder it will be if you get sick. Much respect, I hope for the best. |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:21pm - reimroc ""] Yea need to stay away. |
| ______________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:24pm - SkinSandwich ""] Yeah, the dope sick sucks the cack. puking, shitting, cold, hot, aches, major pain, anxiety through the ceiling, all the worst shit. Hope you make it through the day! |
| ______________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:24pm - SkinSandwich ""] I just realized I said major pain [img] |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:27pm - reimroc ""] lol classic movie. |
| ______________________________ [May 27,2009 1:27pm - Yeti ""] I make a call, so far to fall Restless craving, inundating The summer snow, but it's not cold Once it's tested, thus infected I've lost myself again I've lost myself again it's a nightmare, but it's clear it will end, but then? The break of day, I rot away With every breath, I pray for death |
| ______________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:31pm - the_reverend ""] phil anselmo proves that there is no such thing as a functioning junky. |
| ______________________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:33pm - bradmann@bc library ""] congrats on getting signed [img] |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:34pm - RustyPS ""] *plays rimshot* |
| ______________________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:39pm - bradmann@bc library ""] http://instantrimshot.com/ |
| _____________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:42pm - Sacreligion ""] i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
| ______________________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:43pm - bradmann@bc library ""] FUCKIN HOT [img] |
| ______________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:57pm - goatcatalyst ""] You can almost see a lil bush |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 1:59pm - RustyPS ""] Sacreligion said:i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawtersomeone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 2:01pm - moenli ""] i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 2:02pm - reimroc ""] RustyPS said: Sacreligion said:i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawtersomeone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag epic idea |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 2:02pm - reimroc ""] moenli said:i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck thank you sir. |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 3:34pm - reimroc ""] Well its almost clock out time from work. I made the day so far without skipping out to drive to fitchburg lol |
| ______________________________________ [May 27,2009 3:55pm - BlackoutRick ""] Yeti said:I make a call, so far to fall Restless craving, inundating The summer snow, but it's not cold Once it's tested, thus infected I've lost myself again I've lost myself again it's a nightmare, but it's clear it will end, but then? The break of day, I rot away With every breath, I pray for death White Slavery. |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 5:00pm - reimroc ""] ^ |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 5:05pm - brodown ""] RustyPS said: Sacreligion said:i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawtersomeone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag Isn't that what RTTP is? |
| _________________________________ [May 27,2009 6:20pm - RustyPS ""] brodown said: RustyPS said: Sacreligion said:i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawtersomeone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag Isn't that what RTTP is?touche good sir |
| ______________________________________ [May 28,2009 8:07am - SkinSandwich ""] Did ya make it through the rest of the day? |
| __________________________________ [May 28,2009 10:34am - reimroc ""] yea i made it. got your email too. |
| ____________________________________ [May 28,2009 10:46am - dreadkill ""] glad to hear you made it through the day. |
| _______________________________________ [May 28,2009 11:15am - SkinSandwich ""] reimroc said:yea i made it. got your email too. Cool mang... |
| ______________________________________ [May 28,2009 11:27am - ouchdrummer ""] reim, if you wanna talk sometime i'm in an outpatient program (not methadone) for similar issues and it works great. Call me, it could work for you too. |
| ______________________________________________ [May 28,2009 11:40am - AnotherMetalDrummer ""] Hey Reimroc, I am in the same situation as you. I attend 3-4 NA meetings a week and it really helps me out. I am in the same boat as you, I was heavilly addicted to heroin. Relapse is the worst but it happens man, no one is perfect. You just have to learn from it. Just remember, if you relapse, let it be that one time but if you continue to use its only going to get worse man! Dont let that shit grab you under again. If you ever think of using again, dont be afraid to call someone, talk to someone, post on rttp. Good luck brother, hit me up anytime if you need any words of encourgement |
| ______________________________________ [May 28,2009 11:48am - xanonymousx ""] reimroc said:Yea I could do that. I just hate this teeter-tottering feeling i have of "oh well i already relapsed so what will one more time hurt" and "man i don't need to be doing this shit" SUCKS don't do it again, someone in my family just died because of this. |
| _________________________________ [May 28,2009 3:30pm - brodown ""] Hey Garret, come on down to WUML and hang tonight if you're looking to keep yourself otherwise occupied... |
| _________________________________ [May 28,2009 3:36pm - reimroc ""] I'm going out to a meeting tonight. Maybe two. |
| _________________________________________ [May 28,2009 3:44pm - Das Schidt !!! ""] SHOOT YOURSELF IN THE HEAD YOU JUNKIE SCUMBAG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA |
| ____________________________________ [May 28,2009 3:45pm - arilliusbm ""] clan meeting? |
| _________________________________ [May 28,2009 3:58pm - reimroc ""] arilliusbm said:clan meeting? HOT SHOWER! HOT SHOWER! |
| _________________________________________ [May 28,2009 4:06pm - ctb0rderpatrol ""] DRINK SOME GANSETTS AND FUCK SOME WHOOWAHHS, ITS OK TO BE HAAHD AS A BAHHNACLE |
| ________________________________________ [May 28,2009 6:28pm - My_Dying_Bride ""] SWITCH TO DUB-STEP NITROUS ORGIES OR YOU ARE A PUSSY. |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 3:00pm - BlackoutRick ""] How bout some seriousness, assholes. |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 3:15pm - SkinSandwich ""] Looks like he is doing well on the last report, cool bro! |
| _________________________________ [May 29,2009 6:04pm - reimroc ""] Yea I'm alive and well. Been keeping myself in check since I used. Of course I'm craving in my mind but I don't have any physical withdrawls or anything so its been fairly easy to keep myself away from doing it again. Lastly thanks for your support and kind words guys. |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 6:38pm - goatcatalyst ""] Keep yo head up, nigga!!! |
| _________________________________ [May 29,2009 6:49pm - reimroc ""] goatcatalyst said:Keep yo head up, nigga!!! thanks playa playa |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 7:09pm - goatcatalyst ""] Sho nuff [img] |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 7:11pm - goatcatalyst ""] How's that for fail? |
| _________________________________ [May 29,2009 7:26pm - reimroc ""] rofl |
| ______________________________________ [May 29,2009 7:48pm - SkinSandwich ""] [img] |
| __________________________________ [May 29,2009 8:00pm - ddrummer ""] stay clean man, dont liet you life turn into a horrorfest like it was |
| ______________________________________ [May 31,2009 2:50pm - BlackoutRick ""] Life is worth living, man. Think positive. |
| _________________________________ [May 31,2009 4:03pm - reimroc ""] I have been thinking quite positive. I really don't want to go back to the way is was a couple years ago. |
| _____________________________________ [Jun 1,2009 11:25am - ouchdrummer ""] Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did. |
| _________________________________ [Jun 1,2009 11:37am - reimroc ""] ouchdrummer said:Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did. I am quite familiar with suboxone. My buddy used to be on that but is now on the methadone. |