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[QUOTE="XmikeX:48396"]for 2 years i went out with a girl who lived an hour and a half away from me. she was bi-polar, and on top of that just a natural born whiner. but i put up with her shit every day for 2 years because i believed in her. i believed that despite the fact that she couldn't pick out a salad dressing without having a nervous breakdown that she would still do well for herself in life. i believed that despite the fact that she couldn't go a day without blaming her parents divorce for some mistake she'd made in life, that she'd still turn out alright. i believed that despite the fact that she had no sense of identity and changed who she was on a weekly basis that i could still trust her. she'd go on and on for hours at a time about "staying true". Yup, the cliche chant of the hardcore poser nerdarrio. Every other word out of her mouth was a verbal self righteous pat on the back about how much integrity she had for whatever petty reason. she condemned the rest of the world for not having any morals or values. Nobody wanted to be her friend.....was it because she was a clingy, overly emotional, doosh bag who sabotaged every relationship she ever had by being needy and self centered.....no....no it was because everyone everywhere was devoid of her omnipotent sense of morality. In spite of all this I stood by her, because I am a moron. what became of her 'integrity"? Well one day she went to college. She moved into a college that was 20 minutes away from me. It wasn't enough that I drove to see her 3 or 4 times a week taking time out of my busy schedule to do so. She wanted more. It wasn't enough that she was accepted by the geniunely nice but unpopular girls at school. She wanted more. She wanted to be friends with the stereotypical douchebag college girls that for the first 2 weeks of her stay there, had gone out of their way to snub her. I had the misfortune of meeting these girls on several occasions. Their activities were always the same: find random boys to be in their presence, then prance around them yelling to eachother about "OMG like I can't WAIT to lose my virginity!" (yes, this is all they ever discussed and that is an actual quote), stopping only to assert their presence as the popular kids (as popular as anyone can be in a school full of total strangers) by snubbing everyone who wasn't like them. What's the appeal in being friends with someone like this? Certainly someone who holds morals and integrity so high wouldn't want anything to do with people like these right? Nope. You see the appeal of douchebags like this to weak pathetic people is that if they should accept you then it means something. You're not being accepted just because it's the nice thing to do....or something stupid like that. You're being accepted because you fit someone else's set of standards. Congratualtions....you're someone else, who cares if who you are is a complete shitbag, you've met another person's minimal standards. So she did everything she could to turn herself into one of these cumrags. She changed her physical appearance, the way she acted, the way she talked, the things she talked about. She even tried to change me. She tried to get me to hang out with these kids. She tried to change the way I dressed and the way I acted. Self improvement is one thing, but when you bring your girlfriend to the mall looking for a pair of jeans and she tells you you're "boring" because you refuse to try on a pair of faded american eagle jeans with fucking flared pant legs there's a time to say "Your friends are douchebags and only faggots wear faded jeans now shutup." So within a mere 3 weeks (from the day she moved in)we had gone from best friends to total strangers. At the same time she had become ms. popular at school by leaching onto a clique of girls who she had previously hated and called me on the phone numerous times IN TEARS because of how much she couldn't stand them. Eventually she broke up with me citing that if I couldn't accept her "new best friends" (exact quote) then how could i have a relationship with her. We agreed to be friends....or at least that was the assumed conclusion, I didn't say much because it was all I could do to keep from smashing her face in. So I let the idea of being "friends" with someone who I now regarded as a total shitbag, and a complete stranger sink in. The conclusion I came up with was that I really didn't owe her anything, certainly not an effort to be friends. Afterall the proposed "friendship" was only intended to allow both of us to feel better about something that had gone horribly wrong....the both of us eventually forgetting about the other and moving on with our lives. Well I didn't much see the point in letting her feel alright about doing somehting inherently shitty. So I told her that not only did I never want to speak to her again but that she was a scumbag, and I hardly considered her a human being anymore. She tried to refute it by twisting things around and saying that I should have tried to stop her from breaknig up with me. She even wrote me some teary eyed email asking me to get back together with her. I told her, in breif, to go fuck herself because I have no time for strangers. I stopped by her livejournal a few weeks later to read some poorly constructed junior high poem she wrote about how she had triumphed in the face of some great tragedy that I had brought upon her. My reply was merely the citing of the Onion article "Children of Divorce Twice As Likely To Write Bad Poetry".....the poem was shortly after removed.[/QUOTE]
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